Everything is just going bad. It’s one thing after another. Misery, disappointment, and now fear…
Why can’t I ever help anybody? This is really getting to be too much, there’s too much going on, and now I have to go and pretend I’m okay for a whole week, and everyone is going to be asking me question after question. I just want to stay away from everything, and go back to when things weren’t like this.
It gets bad so quickly, it’s like I can’t have anything good, I always have to worry and wonder if everyone is going to be okay. And I’m still not okay myself.
I’m not even going to break down and cry this time, I’m just going to sit here and feel…like this.